Wednesday, October 16, 2013

The Apparent Ghost Experience

On 3rd of October I arrived in Shimla. Inspite of being capital of a state, this place is rather a quiet place. I guess most of the hilly towns bear this characteristic. Some people will call it spooky. Shimla is somewhat famous for its ghosts and ghost stories. Google it and you will get. Even few books have been dedicated to this subject.  Similar is my experience also. I was sleeping alone one night in room no. 2 in bhaiya's quarter. Bhaiya was in another room (1). I was covered in normal pyjamas amas and some tees and wrapped inside a warm cozy rajai. It was around 2-3 in the morning that I found myself awake. I noticed that I was not able to move myself or so as to speak anything (but I didn't try to make a sound, perhaps coz of habit) . I felt like some one was sitting on my chest. I barely could even open my eyes. Some how with great effort I picked up my phone from the other corner of the bed. Since I could not lift my hand, I had to slide my hand on the bedsheet to grasp the phone. Several thoughts flashed in my mind. The very first thought being : Was it because of ghosts? Spooky town, with immediate history going back to British Empire. It was probable. But to my rational half of brain it didn't make sense. I was feeling as if I was tied to bed with roped. The room being dark but I had my phone in my grasp, which I could use as a source of light. But to my frustration all my attempts to light the phone's screen were in vain. This was the second thing which was behaving abnormally, 1st being myself. I was confused. I tried to get my self free of these invisible shackles but useless was this effort. I was constantly thinking what is odd with this situation.
Then suddenly I woke up from my dream. It was a dream and certainly a most timely dream. Had I been more afraid of paranormals I would have run to bhaiya's room. But then I was sure for it to be some psychological phenomenon. The rajai was certainly heavy, and my subconscious could have felt like this, no doubt. I was more certain when I saw the phone on bed which was way out of my reach with switching my sides. That meant I was dreaming and there was only one abnormal event that's me feeling tied up to the bed. This shit I certainly understood. Had it been my phone disfunctioning, it was incomprehensible to me.
With in few minutes I again fell in to sleep. And for last 10 days it has not occur.
I searched on net also and found sites and forums confirming my conclusion.
Some call it sleep Paralysis, some Lucid Dreaming...
http://serendip.brynmawr.edu/exchange/node/1740
http://www.dreamviews.com/introduction-zone/18605-lucid-but-stuck-bed.html

Sunday, May 26, 2013

Pre Question Papers 2013

Link for civil services (pre) 2013 question Papers.
Google Drive
The Answer key provided may not be correct.


credits: www.sakshieducation.com

Saturday, February 19, 2011

Emptiness !!!

There are some songs which are crafted so beautifully and with so much love that these become your life time favorites . The more you listen to them , the more they take you in there depth.
One such song is certainly this song "Emptiness", most probably voiced by Rohan Rathod (there's controversy over this ).
Many months have passed since I first heard this song, but it's magic still continues and it is one of the most played in my playlist.And tonight I am writing a small blog-entry on this very song.

The Music , the Lyrics , the background 'आलाप'  everything about this song is Awesome.
The song is partly in English and Hindi. But it is the 'आलाप' which touches the soul.

The Hindi part of the song is brilliantly sung by whom "i don't know". But whoever is the person , has done a job which will remain in listener's heart forever.
The song is about the "Unsaid Love"...."Unnoticed Love". The girl never realizes his love, and now the love itself has changed into pain.... And as this happens to many...He feels lonely even in crowd of friends, and when asked says  I feel so lonely...........


There's a better place than this emptiness....yai yai yai yaiii...

Listening to this song makes one enjoy even the loneliness of one's life.
To download Emptiness-lonely click on it.

Tuesday, January 4, 2011

Simply Awsome "HIMYM"

copying is not right but when things r close to heart and u like smthing very very muchh.....with time being limited.....then giving due credit to the original........I can copy : so here is the latest episodes of How I Met Your Mother , depicted in pictures and If u notice nos,,,...a brilliantly woven story....with heart-clenching ending...........


Marshall: I’m not ready for this.
Whoa. I noticed SOME of these numbers but not all of them. Kudos to HIMYM.
Wow.
SHIT. This show is flawless. 
Fuck, man. THIS SHOW.
REBLOGGED FROM XXLIVEYOURLIFE/ORIGINALLY FROM PIBBPLUSREDVINES

Tuesday, November 16, 2010

ZERO KNOWLEDGE…:);)

end semester came and my life started resembling like a jahnum ka rakhwala….today i had ntc(number theory and cryptography paper).it so happened that i had to a nightout like an owl to study a zero knowledge protocol at about 5 o’clock in the morning.which happen to constitute 10 percent of the whole paper so i studied for 30 minute for 10 percent of a paper.

interestingly there was a question with +/- 2 mark think of getting 2 or losing 2 .guess what i was one of those loser who lost 4…..

lyf and one of it’s colors …xams;)

Saturday, April 10, 2010

Bitter part of college life

:(


The  song I m going to write is from film Guru sung and directed
by Music Mastro A R Rahman.
A very touching song and to me it sounds like cry of my heart at da moment


"Jaage hain der tak hamein kuch der sone do.........
Aadhe -Adhure khwab jo pure na ho sake....
Ek baar fir se neend me wo  khwab bone do...."

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

..2day is copy-paste day so one more....



शेर को पकड़ना चाहते हैं तो उसके एक से बढ़कर एक नायाब नुस्खे हैं मेरे पास....
1. न्यूटन स्टाइल...

शेर को खुद को पकड़ने दीजिए...


हर क्रिया की बराबर विपरीत प्रतिक्रिया होती है...


शेर आपकी पकड़ में आ जाएगा...



2. आइंस्टीन स्टाइल...

शेर से उल्टी दिशा में दौड़ना शुरू कीजिए...


अधिक सापेक्ष गति (रिलेटिव वेलोसिटी) की वजह से शेर को तेज़ दौड़ना पड़ेगा, शेर जल्दी थक जाएगा...


अब आप उस पर आसानी से काबू पा सकते हैं...


 
3. भारतीय पुलिस स्टाइल...

किसी भी जानवर को पकड़ कर रात भर लॉकअप में रखो...

सुबह वो खुद मान लेगा, वही शेर है...





4. रजनीकांत स्टाइल...

कभी चश्मा उछालो, कभी सिगरेट, कभी गोली चलाकर कारतूस को पकड़ कर दो टुकड़े कर दो, साथ ही
धमकियां देते रहो, आ रहा हूं मैं...

शेर को डर-डर कर जीना पड़ेगा, और एक दिन ऐसे ही डरते हुए मर जाएगा...



5. जयललिता स्टाइल...

रात दो बजे पुलिस कमिश्नर को शेर के घर भेजो...नींद में ही उड़ा दो...



6. आर्ट फिल्म डायरेक्टर स्टाइल...

सुनिश्चित करिए कि शेर सूरज की रौशनी से दूर रहते हुए अंधेरे कमरे में सिर्फ मोमबत्ती के धीमे प्रकाश में जिए...उसके कानों में हमेशा कुछ न कुछ बुदबुदाते रहो...


शेर इतना पक जाएगा कि खुद ही सुसाइड कर लेगा...



7. करन जौहर स्टाइल

शेरनी को जंगल में शेर के पास भेज दो...


दोनों में प्यार हो जाएगा...


एक शेरनी और भेजो...उसके पीछे एक और शेर...


पहले शेर को पहली शेरनी से और दूसरे शेर को दूसरी शेरनी से प्यार है...


लेकिन दूसरी शेरनी को दोनों शेरों से प्यार है...


अब एक तीसरी शेरनी को जंगल में भेज दो...


अब तक आप सिर खुझाते हुए कुछ नहीं समझ पा रहे होंगे...कोई बात नहीं...अब इसे 15 साल बाद पढ़िएगा...


फिर भी कुछ नहीं समझ पाएंगे...




8. गोविंदा स्टाइल...

शेर के सामने पांच-छह दिन लगातार डांस करो...


शेर खुद ही गश खाकर मर जाएगा



9. मेनका गांधी स्टाइल...

किसी शेर को ख़तरे से बचाओ...अपने घर ले जाओ और उसे लगातार मूली, शलजम जैसी हरी सब्जियां खिलाओ...


शेर थोड़े दिन में खुद ही भूख से दम तोड़ देगा...



10. राहुल द्रविड़ स्टाइल...

शेर से कहो कि वो आपको बोलिंग करे...


शेर 200 बोल फेंक लेगा, आपका स्कोर होगा 1 रन...


शेर बोलिंग क्रीज पर ही स्लो मोशन में गिरेगा और हमेशा के लिए आंखें बंद कर लेगा...




कोई भी तरीका अपनाइए, मोक्ष गारंटीड है...

ये नज़्म है, ग़ज़ल है...क्या है मैं नहीं जानता...किसने लिखी है, उसे भी मैं नहीं जानता..

तेरी डोली उठी


मेरी मय्यत उठी




फूल तुझ पर भी बरसे


फूल मुझ पर भी बरसे




फ़र्क सिर्फ़ इतना सा था


तू सज गई


मुझे सजाया गया






तू भी नए घर को चली


मैं भी नए घर को चला






फ़र्क सिर्फ़ इतना सा था


तू उठ के गई


मुझे उठाया गया






महफ़िल वहां भी थी,


लोग यहां भी थे






फ़र्क सिर्फ़ इतना सा था


उनका हंसना वहां


इनका रोना यहां






काज़ी उधर भी था, मौलवी इधर भी था


दो बोल तेरे पढ़े, दो बोल मेरे पढ़े


तेरा निकाह पढ़ा, मेरा जनाज़ा पढ़ा






फ़र्क सिर्फ़ इतना सा था


तुझे अपनाया गया


मुझे दफ़नाया गया    ||||

a simple joke :)

मक्खन प्लेन में जा रहा था...कि अचानक उसकी नज़र किसी पर पड़ी और सीट पर खड़ा होकर चिल्ला कर बोला...

'HIJACK'...


इससे पहले कि सारे यात्री सदमे में आते...


दो लाइन छोड़ कर एक आदमी उठा और मक्खन जितनी गर्मजोशी से बोला...


'HIMACK'...

दरअसल वो मक्खन का बरसों पहले बचपन में बिछड़ा दोस्त जयकिशन था...

Friday, March 12, 2010

An end ahead

 this time of a sem iz always gonna  b tough for a student like me...........as it never feels nw like end sem........but is actually d end of  a  big part............LABS!!!!!!!!!!!
Myy hopes will b broken on daily basis......

one or two more weeks and d labs will b over.........
and dese last weeks r obviously meant to take revenge frm us...............who wr all thru out d sem dependent upon others for labs........


these chairs hv taken my lots of 3 hrs doing only Bhasad,,,,,,



Stupid teachers r going to screw me for sure in DBMS.....lab...........
and DSA...........I m lukin for D as I donno C.......++...

Sunday, December 20, 2009

books....

so I m here finally at da desk.......

I m not gonna write anything today.....
just here to make one promise to myself as I love my dis habit.....
I love to make promises to myself :) setting my own targets for my near future......
and specially I cherish d moment when even the smallest of my promises r done (cz dese come rarely).

I  m in S4 now.
and I feel this sem will b a kinda proving ground or say testing circuit for me....
till now I m a consisitent 6 pointer but this time I wanna check if I had forgot d art of getting marx or what.....



as I m writing somthing it's clear dat I m serious...but donno upto what time will be in this mood.......

and one more thing I m happy 2day dat I reached my one awaited promise to me.
2day I finished reading The GOD of small Things :).
I had taken dat job last year .
when I was abt to catch d train for kerala....my papa asked me if I want this buk and I replied +vely thinking buk is abt kerala and ofcourse award winnng ( 1997 booker prize ).for whole s1 it got dust in d buk shelf.
in S2 read it a few pages.
the buk is quite boring, language is above our level and the subject tooooooo.
in the summers when back back at home I read may hindi novels parellaly I thought ,fixed a target of finishing dis novel in s3 ,but lyk always, was left behind my target......it was 10 days for end sem and was left wid around 150 pages.....so cudn't complete dat in S3.
finally this saturday I saw dat buk in my shelf.......and sunday afternoon it was finished....... :) :D

and as always I m having dis great feeling of  pleasure of  doing what I thought.
but what now.......which another buk??????

I had few options maycamf by hitler or My experiments wid Truth (dis buk is wid me for many years yet have read only a small part of it, will read it for sure in near future but not in S4).
but in da night I saw my one friend with The three musketeers.......and now it's wid me to know athos, pathos and...........and,,,,,,????? and donno who.......
who was the third musketeer???

I read(red) it sumwhere :)

i too love her.........
but I don beleive in saying "I Love You".
this will be reflected thru ma care for her and if she understands den...its my gudluck otherwise dat love will be rooted deep in my heart and obviously it'll never be lessened.
   :)



If she feels like she loves me,and reflects dis feeling den only I will say dose 3 words.

Sunday, September 20, 2009

DHADKE JIYA.....I LOVE this SONG





More www.chirkutonorkut.com






some information taken frm WIKI.

XULFI is a pakistani singer........
his band is CALL.

Call released three smash hit singles; 'Ho Jaane De', 'Yeh Pal' and 'Dhadke Jiya', the latter two being tapped in to by Bollywood as soundtracks for two different movies, which topped the charts and received positive reviews. Xulfi graces the album with the romantic number, ‘Dhadke Jiya’, that may take some getting used to since it is much different from the band's popular genre, alternative rock. It can also be seen as the band's attempt to go more mainstream as far as the South Asian region is concerned. ‘Dhadke Jiya’ doesn’t offer the same high as ‘Laree Chooti’, soundtrack from Bollywood film "Ek Chaalis Ki Last Local" or ‘Yeh Pal’, snapped up by the movie "Aasma", though the arrangement holds its own with an orchestral feel in the chorus, as opposed to relying on strumming the chords throughout the song.

Call have also released a new single 'Ho Jaane De' for their upcoming album 'Dhoom'. The single was widely appreciated throughout the continent but was criticised by some as the pop oriented song didnt keep the image of the rock band as rock. However the song was awarded 'Tune Of The Month' by the BBC Asia website and was also used in the Walls Icecream advertisement in which the band members have also modelled.

Sunday, July 26, 2009


Desparate woman











Enjoy this Humor !!!!!!


A desperate woman writes to the Technical support Guy,


Dear Tech Support,

Last year I upgraded from Boyfriend 5.0 to Husband 1.0 and
I noticed a distinct slowdown in the overall system
performance, particularly in the flower and jewellery
applications, which operated flawlessly under Boyfriend
5.0.

In addition, Husband 1.0 uninstalled many other valuable
programs, such as Romance 9.5 and Personal Attention 6.5,


and then installed undesirable programs such as NEWS
5.0, MONEY 3.0 and CRICKET 4.1.

Conversation 8.0 no longer runs, and Housecleaning 2.6
simply crashes the system.

Please note that I have tried running Nagging 5.3 to fix
these problems, but to no avail.

What can I do?

Signed,

Desperate Woman

Reply from the tech support team
DEAR DESPERATE Madam,

First, keep in mind, Boyfriend 5.0 is an Entertainment
Package, while Husband 1.0 is an operating system.

Please enter command: i thought you loved me. html and try to
download Tears 6.2 and do not forget to install the Guilt
3.0 update.
If that application works as designed, Husband1.0should
then automatically run the applications Jewellery 2.0 and
Flowers 3.5.

However, remember, overuse of the above application can
cause Husband 1.0 to default to Silence 2.5, Happy Hour 7.0
or Beer 6.1.
Please note that Beer 6. 1 is a very bad program that will
download the Farting and Snoring Loudly Beta.

Whatever you do, DO NOT under any circumstances install
Mother-In-Law 1.0 (it runs a virus in the background that
will eventually seize control of all your system
resources.)

In addition, please do not attempt to reinstall the
Boyfriend 5.0 program. These are unsupported applications
and will crash Husband 1.0.

In summary, Husband 1.0 is a great program, but it does
have limited memory and cannot learn new applications
quickly.
You might consider buying additional software to improve
memory and performance.
We recommend: Cooking 3.0 and Hot Looks 7.7.

Good Luck Madam!

Tech Support

T h e Bes t M ome n t s I n L i fe e

1. Falling in love.


2. Laughing till your stomach hurts.

3. Enjoying a ride down the country side.


4. Listening to your favorite song on the radio.


5. Going to sleep listening to the rain pouring outside.


6. Getting out of the shower and wrapping yourself with a warm, fuzzy towel.


7. Passing your final exams with good grades.


8. Being a part of an interesting conversation.


9. Finding some money in some old
pants.


10. Laughing at yourself.

11. Sharing a wonderful dinner with all your friends.


12. Laughing without a reason.


13. "Accidentally" hearing someone say somthing good about you.


14. Watching the sunset.


15. Listening to a song that reminds you of an important person in your life.


16. Receiving or giving your first kiss.


17. Feeling this buzz in your body when seeing this
"special" someone.


18. Having a great time with your friends.

19. Seeing the one you love happy.


20. Wearing the shirt of a person you love and smelling his/her perfume.

21. Visiting an old friend of yours and
remembering great memories.




"True friends come in the good times when we tell them to, and come in the bad times.....without callin

A clock that has only 9's in it.

Having 9s does not make it special.... U can design a clock having only 9 with 9/9 (=1), (9+9)/9(=2), (9+9+9)/9(=3) and so on...

What makes it really amazing is the fact that... it has only 3 9s in each digit representation...

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Do You Know

Letters 'a', 'b', 'c' & 'd' do not appear anywhere in the spellings of 1 to 99
(Letter 'd' comes for the first time in Hundred)

Letters 'a', 'b' & 'c' do not appear anywhere in the spellings of 1 to 999
(Letter 'a' comes for the first time in Thousand)

Letters 'b' & 'c' do not appear anywhere in the spellings of 1 to 999,999,999
(Letter 'b' comes for the first time in Billion)

And

Letter 'c' does not appear anywhere in the spellings of entire English Counting


Thursday, June 11, 2009

this is my 1st day at blogging or better say just my beginning at blogging ....



I will defenitelly try to put some interesting things and inciidents.......