books....

so I m here finally at da desk.......

I m not gonna write anything today.....
just here to make one promise to myself as I love my dis habit.....
I love to make promises to myself :) setting my own targets for my near future......
and specially I cherish d moment when even the smallest of my promises r done (cz dese come rarely).

I  m in S4 now.
and I feel this sem will b a kinda proving ground or say testing circuit for me....
till now I m a consisitent 6 pointer but this time I wanna check if I had forgot d art of getting marx or what.....



as I m writing somthing it's clear dat I m serious...but donno upto what time will be in this mood.......

and one more thing I m happy 2day dat I reached my one awaited promise to me.
2day I finished reading The GOD of small Things :).
I had taken dat job last year .
when I was abt to catch d train for kerala....my papa asked me if I want this buk and I replied +vely thinking buk is abt kerala and ofcourse award winnng ( 1997 booker prize ).for whole s1 it got dust in d buk shelf.
in S2 read it a few pages.
the buk is quite boring, language is above our level and the subject tooooooo.
in the summers when back back at home I read may hindi novels parellaly I thought ,fixed a target of finishing dis novel in s3 ,but lyk always, was left behind my target......it was 10 days for end sem and was left wid around 150 pages.....so cudn't complete dat in S3.
finally this saturday I saw dat buk in my shelf.......and sunday afternoon it was finished....... :) :D

and as always I m having dis great feeling of  pleasure of  doing what I thought.
but what now.......which another buk??????

I had few options maycamf by hitler or My experiments wid Truth (dis buk is wid me for many years yet have read only a small part of it, will read it for sure in near future but not in S4).
but in da night I saw my one friend with The three musketeers.......and now it's wid me to know athos, pathos and...........and,,,,,,????? and donno who.......
who was the third musketeer???

I read(red) it sumwhere :)

i too love her.........
but I don beleive in saying "I Love You".
this will be reflected thru ma care for her and if she understands den...its my gudluck otherwise dat love will be rooted deep in my heart and obviously it'll never be lessened.
   :)



If she feels like she loves me,and reflects dis feeling den only I will say dose 3 words.